Wallflower
Life tortures me
Dear friend,
yup, i forgot to say that i get rid of MR.COM haha,it should be like “he finally gets rid of me”.And after the SONGJIANG Shanghaiese man,and here is the girl Rebekah.
She s nice,pure as what i hope she should be.
i don’t know what to say more,but i really get tired sometimes becuz of the crazy life.Also, my ear.I really hope that i can make everything better.
Bless
Gamzar
Friends
Dear friends,
I am having a busy week and a busy life recently.Busy with the social work with the foreigners and the study and the sketch..
HOPE I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH.
GOOD NIGHT
GAMZAR
Youth
Hey friend,
so sad after watching such a wonderful movies called SO YOUNG directed by ZHAO WEI.
And there are so many truths told by the story.We should love someone as we love our country,the river,the mountain.
Sorry i didn’t make it clear becuz i am still a little out of mind,but i hope i can make it through.What I mean is that i should succeed in changing my major and really work hard on what i am learning and stop complaining.
And so embarrassed that i got caught while doing awful things.But hope that it doesn’t matter a lot and will encourage me to live up still but without doing that once again.I really hope.
And looking forward to the movies tomorrow morning, sorry for that i can’t accompany them to hold the birthday party for the twins.But to me,I really want to work hard to make some achievements.
Fighting!
Gamzar
Daylife
Dear friends,
i am so sorry that it has been a long time after i wrote you last time.Because the thought occurred to me about how stupid I was while typing the English diary here without no body reading.So more stupidly, i gave it up.
However, i still feel it important and helpful whilst typing here.Furthermore,the pressure of living remains like that you knew.But anyway,i got the power to carry on and know how to relax regularly.
After the wonderful IELTS in the luxuriant hotel,i did feel at loss becuz of the serious shortage of the ENGLISH i still have.
And whats more,i should keep myself warned and go on learning hard for my designing.
i ONLY HOPE I CAN MAKE IT SUCCESSFULLY.
LOVE ALWAYS.
GAMZAR
Marquette
Dear friends,
can i say that i am so sad right now and how i wish for crying loudly.
I love American,and the USA.And the American bar is so nice that its filled with joys.Although someone did play jokes on me,they didn’t make it serious and just had a light laughter.And i love you guys,Jac,Tim,Shaune,Ellen,Monat,Conor,Caroline,Andrew.I miss you now.
I can still remember when i was talking to Conor with the light in the bus.And when we had fun in the Suzhou Garden.Some of them tried to scare me by shouting suddenly.And kept taking photos with each other. Especailly,the Shaune who always asked me whether i could do him a favor to take a photo of him.Really happy and unforgettable.
And the boat trip,the funny and crazy thing we did together.One more,the dancing in the restaurant.After that, we went to the store together to buy the beers.What a fun we experienced together.Then,forgive me keep reminding all the happiness.I went into Conor’s room and i washed my hair there and had a night view in front of me.What a special memory in a foreigner student’s room.
Thank god, i learned a lot of words and a lot of expression of English.And whats the most important,i got the nice American friends and the scarf from Alex.Thank god.
And one more appreiciation to Ellen is that she made me understand how useless i am and i was.And i am really going to change it all.I still can’t forget all the things we experience together and the lunch we had yesterday in Yon Ho.
LOVE ALWAYS
GAMZAR
Marquette
Dear friends,
can i say that i am so sad right now and how i wish for crying loudly.
I love American,and the USA.And the American bar is so nice that its filled with joys.Although someone did play jokes on me,they didn’t make it serious and just had a light laughter.And i love you guys,Jac,Tim,Shaune,Ellen,Monat,Conor,Caroline,Andrew.I miss you now.
I can still remember when i was talking to Conor with the light in the bus.And when we had fun in the Suzhou Garden.Some of them tried to scare me by shouting suddenly.And kept taking photos with each other. Especailly,the Shaune who always asked me whether i could do him a favor to take a photo of him.Really happy and unforgettable.
And the boat trip,the funny and crazy thing we did together.One more,the dancing in the restaurant.After that, we went to the store together to buy the beers.What a fun we experienced together.Then,forgive me keep reminding all the happiness.I went into Conor’s room and i washed my hair there and had a night view in front of me.What a special memory in a foreigner student’s room.
Thank god, i learned a lot of words and a lot of expression of English.And whats the most important,i got the nice American friends and the scarf from Alex.Thank god.
And one more appreiciation to Ellen is that she made me understand how useless i am and i was.And i am really going to change it all.I still can’t forget all the things we experience together and the lunch we had yesterday in Yon Ho.
LOVE ALWAYS
GAMZAR
日本
嘿，
感覺自己坐係香港電影院度睇電影要睇英文字幕係一件好自卑的事情。所以我覺得我要重新練習我的母語，粵語，來寫點現在我可以思考的東西。
講起日本。
我可以毫不誇張的講，從我懂事開始，我的記憶裡最愛吃的食物之一就是烏冬面了。爸爸會係香港買翻來，用大白菜加點豬肉整一碗卑我食。我想，同一刻，一定都有與我年齡相仿的日本細路仔同我一樣食緊野，食緊烏冬。
後來人生中關於日本的東西，或許就是gameboy了。gameboy卑左我pokemon，一個如同夜晚中永遠不會離開我的枕邊公仔，雖然我其實唔中意隔離訓住個公仔。
講來講去，日本人，日本語，慢慢這樣入我生活，我也不能脫離他。真的感覺很感謝日本人，讓我看到了另一個世界，讓我明白中國人的世界。
看完細田守先生的作品，感到自己不是一個厭惡日本人的人是多麼幸運。
LOVES
金澤
日本
嘿，
感覺自己坐係香港電影院度睇電影要睇英文字幕係一件好自卑的事情。所以我覺得我要重新練習我的母語，粵語，來寫點現在我可以思考的東西。
講起日本。
我可以毫不誇張的講，從我懂事開始，我的記憶裡最愛吃的食物之一就是烏冬面了。爸爸會係香港買翻來，用大白菜加點豬肉整一碗卑我食。我想，同一刻，一定都有與我年齡相仿的日本細路仔同我一樣食緊野，食緊烏冬。
後來人生中關於日本的東西，或許就是gameboy了。gameboy卑左我pokemon，一個如同夜晚中永遠不會離開我的枕邊公仔，雖然我其實唔中意隔離訓住個公仔。
講來講去，日本人，日本語，慢慢這樣入我生活，我也不能脫離他。真的感覺很感謝日本人，讓我看到了另一個世界，讓我明白中國人的世界。
看完細田守先生的作品，感到自己不是一個厭惡日本人的人是多麼幸運。
LOVES
金澤
日本
嘿，
感覺自己坐係香港電影院度睇電影要睇英文字幕係一件好自卑的事情。所以我覺得我要重新練習我的母語，粵語，來寫點現在我可以思考的東西。
講起日本。
我可以毫不誇張的講，從我懂事開始，我的記憶裡最愛吃的食物之一就是烏冬面了。爸爸會係香港買翻來，用大白菜加點豬肉整一碗卑我食。我想，同一刻，一定都有與我年齡相仿的日本細路仔同我一樣食緊野，食緊烏冬。
後來人生中關於日本的東西，或許就是gameboy了。gameboy卑左我pokemon，一個如同夜晚中永遠不會離開我的枕邊公仔，雖然我其實唔中意隔離訓住個公仔。
講來講去，日本人，日本語，慢慢這樣入我生活，我也不能脫離他。真的感覺很感謝日本人，讓我看到了另一個世界，讓我明白中國人的世界。
看完細田守先生的作品，感到自己不是一個厭惡日本人的人是多麼幸運。
LOVES
金澤
Some
Dear friends,
i find that somebody can be happy becuz of a new dress she got and some can be sad because of the passers-by hurting his heart.
Funny human.
I really hope my ears would be better
danke sooo much
Gamzar
Gift
Dear friend,
tonight i really want to tell you that i appreciate it so much that my efforts seemed to be paid off.And finally he did invited me but maybe just a joke he was trying play?
but i felt sorry for YAOZENG and them..
I am tired now and i have to get up early tomorrow for Deutsch~!
LOVE ALWAYS
GAMZAR
Gap
Dear friends,
a little sad after reading the Naruto,and how i wish for a friend like 柱間 or 斑 when i am young.
WONDEFUL TOUR TO FUDAN and after this i really know how useless i am.
i really hope i can handle it and manage the things i am facing and then sleep easily and live freely.
WISH FOR THAT
LOVES
GAMZAR
Gap
Dear friends,
a little sad after reading the Naruto,and how i wish for a friend like 柱間 or 斑 when i am young.
WONDEFUL TOUR TO FUDAN and after this i really know how useless i am.
i really hope i can handle it and manage the things i am facing and then sleep easily and live freely.
WISH FOR THAT
LOVES
GAMZAR
NIGHT
Hej
Dear friends,
i am hating myself because of the tears coming out due to the wonderfullll movies.
I am such a sissy boy but i do appreciate i am so sensible which help me make a good character always. I love you mum
LOVES
ALWAYS
Chaos
Dear friends,
I am thinking that i am such a idiot that i keep bothering someone hoping for his kindness and then i can have a really good friendship with him encouraging up each other.
But day by day,i found myself stupid.And i know it a little impossible now.
I hope i can find a way to stop bothering him who i thought it could be a friend like Naturo hopes for.I hope for that and keep dreaming of that we can have lunch together talking about how to build our dream step by step.
WHO CAN KNOW HOW I WISH FOR THAT.
LOVES
GAMZAR
